After much discussion, we settled on the name Sergeant Kiwi, or Kiwi for short. Kiwi quickly became my best friend, and things seemed to instantaneously begin to improve. Not only was I doing better, but Kiwi's skin condition healed, and he ended up having the most beautiful fur. Over the next six years, Kiwi really became part of the Schell family. My parents grew so attached to him that they wouldn't let me take him with me when I finally moved out on my own. And I was happy that he got to stay on their nice big farm where I could visit him 3 to 4 times a week. Kiwi was there for all of the huge events that happened over the next few years. He was there through all of the holidays, birthdays, breakups, deaths, graduations, weddings, and births. He was so special to all of us.
Yesterday, after getting home from a good friend's bridal shower, I got a phone call from my mom and dad. Through the tears, they told me that Kiwi had been hit by a car and had died instantly. Growing up on the farm we had animals die constantly, but this was different. This was Kiwi. This was my little right hand man.
As many of you know, we spend Friday nights with my parents every week, and every week before we leave I give Kiwi a big hug and a kiss and tell him how much I love him. What's killing me is that I forgot to do that last Friday. We were in such a rush to get Hopey home and in bed, that I left without saying goodbye. I really wish I could get that moment back. You may think it's silly to be making such a fuss over a dog, and I would have to say that I really do understand. But I know many of you who's pets are part of the family, and you know where I'm coming from.
Yesterday, after getting home from a good friend's bridal shower, I got a phone call from my mom and dad. Through the tears, they told me that Kiwi had been hit by a car and had died instantly. Growing up on the farm we had animals die constantly, but this was different. This was Kiwi. This was my little right hand man.
As many of you know, we spend Friday nights with my parents every week, and every week before we leave I give Kiwi a big hug and a kiss and tell him how much I love him. What's killing me is that I forgot to do that last Friday. We were in such a rush to get Hopey home and in bed, that I left without saying goodbye. I really wish I could get that moment back. You may think it's silly to be making such a fuss over a dog, and I would have to say that I really do understand. But I know many of you who's pets are part of the family, and you know where I'm coming from.
Since I didn't get a chance on Friday, I'd just like to send a big hug and a kiss to my little buddy. I love you to pieces my sweet Kiwi. You're already so missed.
9 comments:
faith i'm so sorry to hear this. i know how you feel, losing a pet is just awful. they're apart of the family and they're your baby! extra hugs all around for you and the family this week. love you!
I am so sorry! I understand the heartache. We lost our beloved Alex last September. He was a 16 year old Cairn Terrier. Pets make such a difference in our lives, don't they?
I'm so sorry Faithy. We're all going to miss him, he was with us through so much. And don't worry, he knew how much you loved him.
Faith, I'm am truly sorry to hear about your Kiwi. The good part is that Kiwi probably always thought you came every Friday to just see him and so he knew the last Friday that you were still there just to see him and felt that he was loved.
ok Faith, I am so not a dog person, but your sweet story warmed my heart and that little doggie was so lucky to have you loving on him for so long. He knew you loved him to pieces. Sorry for your loss.
Oh Faith I am so sorry about adorable Mr. Kiwi. I'm so glad we got to meet him on a couple of occasions, and I wish he and Max had had the chance to work eachother over a bit!! Thanks for sharing about all that you have been through with that special little guy. Not that you wouldn't STILL need him around... but isn't it SO awesome that God placed him in your life JUST when you needed him the VERY MOST?! He knew JUST what you needed!!
And speaking of needing dogs... Ricky and Max really loved eachother (well - Ricky loved Max maybe a little more than vice versa). And since I'm pretty sure there are dogs in heaven, I can't tell you how EXCITED I am to think that Ricky and Kiwi may now be best buds. I prayed a little prayer that they would be introduced, but since God knows I love you so much, I'm pretty sure He had already had that arranged.
You hang in there... and Brian is so right... Kiwi absolutely knew how much you loved him. Dogs are unconditional like that. That's why Max still tries to snuggle with me even though I ignore him 99.8% of the day. :)
Love ya!
Oh Faith, I was so sorry to read about Kiwi! He was sooo cute!
Please know that we will pray for you (and your parents)! I'm sure this is hard on them too!
I agree with Brian that Kiwi NO DOUBT knew that you loved him. . .and we love you!
What sad, sad news. My pets were a part of my family and it's devastating to lose them. How wonderful to have a dog you loved so much.
P.S. We miss you girls and need to do something together SOON!
Faith- I'm so sorry for your loss. He sounded like a wonderful dog, seeing you through so much and I can guarantee he knew how much you loved him!
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